weary
ETO na naman ako. Mabagal na naman ang Internet connection. COMRADE Kraytsek? Mwahahaha. Nagbabasa ako ng Jameson kanina, anal/isis n’ya ng video. Half-way tinamad ako, talagang kailangang mabusisi ang pagbabasa kay Jameson, at tinatamad ako ngayong araw na ito. The good news is, tapos ko na ang "The Dark Tower," pampito sa seryeng The Dark Tower ni Stephen King. Paborito ko pa rin ang "The Drawing of the Three" (book 2), sunod dito ang "Wolves of the Calla" (book 5). Itong Wolves ang librong labis akong maraming natutunan. Yak, may natutunan ako kay King! Ang "The Dark Tower" ay second to the lowest sa entertainment value. Pero aaminin kong tinamaan ako ng kamatayan ni Eddie at Jake. ‘Yung kamatayan ni Oy, medyo halata mo nang nang-eemo blackmail na lang si King. INAANTOK na ako, kailangan ko lang na maisend ‘tong JPEG. Tas, punyeta, matutulog na ako. Gusto ko namang maging masaya. ‘Yung masaya fully, di ‘yung I’m always looking at the brighter side of life, always merong dark side na iniiwasang tingnan. Gusto ko, puro light side of the farce. Gusto ko, kahit isang araw, pure bliss. Hay… as if. I hate the feeling of hopelessness, kasi it’s so baduy. But sometimes di ko mapigilan, nariyan e. Nangungulit, parang kati sa likod. Tas, pag kinamot mo, bubuhos (naks, mixed metaphor). BUTI na lang merong musika, ‘yon talaga ang batis ng kaligayahan ever. ITAPON ang Blast! Itapon! Buti pa ang ISP Bonanza! Mabuhay ang ISPB! Mabuhay! Katamad, katamad, katamad. AYOKO nang maging malungkot. Malapit na akong pagalitan dahil kay Sarah Brightman. Mordred! Elements of entertainment: secrets! Secrets, would you believe? Also threats. Was I lied to? Or am I being paranoid? Ah, but I have to follow the path of peace. God, kasi naman si Krishnamurti, sometime he’s so unconvincing. I blame it all on Soc Sci II. And my paranoia. Gotta find the path of peace. SABI ni Nietzsche, he planned "The Will to Power" for people for whom thinking was still delightful. Nasusundan ko ‘yon, but what I want to get rid off is this feeling of resentment in my life. The sudden bursts of anger, the mistrust, the, yes, the hate. Oh why? Why? Why can’t I go back to religion? It should be so simple, but it isn’t. Instead it sucks sour ass. Time to say goodbye. Time. To say. Goodbye. My goals, they’re clear. My problem: they’re not so… desirable? Maybe I should raise the bar. BLAH blah blah. Snow on the Sahara is a very good song. Pero panis pa rin si Angun kay Grace Nono. ‘Yun ‘yun! Minsan, iniisip ko, bakit? Pero ayokong mag-isip. Kaya iniiwasan ko ang mga minsan. Hehehe. May naisip akong joke. Ang funny ko talaga. Funny funny. THE end is near. Somebody better invite me to gmail. Somebody please! Please! Please! I need… cheese. Did he lie? Did you just lie? I can’t trust, no I can’t. And I don’t even know you. But I know your kind. My friend was write to warn me about your kind. People like you… Paano nga kaya kung magkasnow sa Sahara? Stig! ‘Yun nga sa "Fight the Future," malaAntartica ang Texas… Some people are just plain stupid. ‘Yun lang. O s’ya. Katapusang tawag.
